Come on love run with me

Life Is Gooooooood.

2007-11-29T01:01:45Z

Life is good.
School is just excellent.
David and I are doing real good.
The end.

FUCK SHIT CUNT PISS MOTHER FUCKER DAMNITTTHSLHFLKDS;F

2007-10-07T04:14:02Z

Bury Your Dead was at the Hayloft tonight
&& I fucking missed it.
I'm so pissed.
I had to express my anger.
The end.

Brushed Red...While Living in Black & White

2007-08-08T21:15:30Z

So really, my summer has been kinda boring.
Good, but boring. Same old shit everyday. Go to Lauren's apartment, hang out with her, Sandra, David, Matthew, sometimes Steph and uhm idk, sometimes other people, get drunk, fight with David, make up, go to parks, have sex, go to bed, wake up, go to work.
Lame, right? Very.
Idk what else to say, I just figured I would update this thing.
Kbye.

WHISPERS "HELLO, I MISS YOU QUITE TERRIBLY"

2007-07-05T19:13:51Z

David asked me out Saturday morning at like 2 a.m. ...that night was pretty eventful. Finally got laid. Got drunk. Got a boyfriend. =)

5 days of dating and we started to fight already. pissed me right off, but we're totally fine now. to be perfectly honest, we sounded like a fucking old married couple. i'm not saying that we're going to get married or i'm in love or anything, i'm just saying we sounded like straight up old people that have been in a relationship for like 45 years. pathetic? i think so.

well anywho, yesterday i went to david's house and met his family. but before we went to his house and i did the entire "meeting the family" schpeel, we just went cruising and talked and stuff and that was really nice. we were getting a long really well and it was just lovely. k so went cruising, got to his house, met his mom. he introduced me and i said hi nice to meet you and stuff but i didn't hold out my hand for his mom to shake. idk if i should have done that or not. blehhh. anyway, said hi to his dad and shook his hand. ate. we did his laundry then went outside and sat around a bonfire with his mom dad brother sister & their boyfriend and girlfriend & a few other people. i didn't really get to talk to his mom and dad because i honestly had nothing to say but i tried laughing and stuff when they said something entertaining but i probably just looked like i didn't know what i was doing. lol. i did talk to his sister and her boyfriend and his brother's girlfriend, but his brother was pretty quiet so i didn't get a chance to talk to him. anyway, i think they all somewhat like me though...hopefully. in conclusion, last night was pretty fucking tight and hopefully his family likes me.

<3 peace

bitch3s_love_me @ 2007-06-27T23:14:00

2007-06-29T02:19:48Z

Uhm. Idk. I'm in a good mood. Got about 2 hours of sleep last night, woke up next to David in the tent we used at Stevesville, went to lunch with amy and my grandpa, went to belle isle (sp?), came home, slept, went out with lauren, ran into garry's baby momma. that was pretty cute.

Anyway...things with David and I are real good right now. The end.

bitch3s_love_me @ 2007-06-16T17:34:00

2007-06-17T20:34:44Z

Yesterday might have been sunny outside, but it was a dark day.

bitch3s_love_me @ 2007-06-14T00:58:00

2007-06-15T03:58:04Z

Today was probably one of the hardest days of my life.

Jesus, Mike.
Miss you. Everyone does.

bitch3s_love_me @ 2007-06-10T16:17:00

2007-06-11T19:17:32Z

R.I.P. Mike Carnagie<3

We'll all miss you.
I can't believe this happened, I just saw you last weekend.
Jesus.

=[

My Life (continued as usual)...

2007-06-05T21:50:42Z

So
Updates
I hung out with David on Saturday. Well Mike was there and we went to Metro (disgusting) beach with Mike, his sister (Candice), his sister's boyfriend (Jesse), Jesse's little girl, & 2 of Mike's little cousins.
It was pretty fun. I walked down to the shoreline with David at one point and stuck my feet in so ya know that was enough for me because that water is gross. Then the kids went in so we went in with them and i was in my shirt and pants rolled up so i only went up to my knees then David came and picked me up and dragged me out to the deep end, so here I am hanging onto his arm for dear life and he dunks me. Bastard! haha, just kidding. Minus the water being absolutlely disgusting, it was fun. So we went back to Mike's house, chilled, ya know, sweet. Then a bunch of stuff went down and blah blah, well I ended up going home around I think like 1:30ish (a.m.) and before I went inside David and I hugged and then he leaned in and kissed me. =] It was cute. And he was doing the cutest damn shit all night like holding the door open for me and what not...then after he kissed me in the car he said something to the effect of, "I was so nervous about doing that all night" I asked him why and he said "rejection...plus when you like someone you don't want to go and fuck it up by doing something they don't want you to do." So that was adorable. I was holding my key in my hand and I was so nervous, by the time I got out of the car, the key like dug into my hand and left an imprint.

Chris and I were talking and he said that David likes me and respects me a lot so that's a nice thing to hear.

Oh, and all of a sudden, once I meet a nice guy, all the losers at life start talking to me again, Eric included in that catagory. He was all "let's hang out" and I said straight up, "Eric, I'm not going to have sex with you" and he was all " oh i know i know, i just wanna hang out." yeah uhmmmm....idk about that. Not going to happen.

Well, anyway. idk. people read this but don't comment. you all suck. it's cool though.

bitch3s_love_me @ 2007-05-15T22:17:00

2007-05-17T01:22:22Z

HI GABRIELLE!! haha, just in case you read this.

&& I feel like posting lyrics because August Burns Red = love & I'm listening to them.

Some kind of friction has scarred me, but created your new style.
My reasons to endure used to be based around who you were,
and your brilliant passion that could blaze right in front of a perfect stranger.
This is my downfall - my blemish, I've been told before.
Quit holding on to what she was.
She doesn't recognize you or herself anymore.
She's stuck in the process of embracing what crumbles,
and when it happens there will be no apologies.
She chose to collapse what held her,
and if not cautious there may never be a cradle to soften her descent, like clouds.
New shapes are taken, but they're not always actual, they're never tangible.
It's so brutal to see someone give it all up for nothing,
and having no power to stop them.

Oh how this band was amazing live. The sweat of the lead singer falling on me. Most people would think that was sick, but hey...he was pretty and besides if you don't sweat and get into the music (if it's good) at a show, then you have some issues. Kthanks.

One day I'm just going to have a huge entry all about my recaps of shows.
Ah, yes.
July 3rd = the date of my death. Knights of Abyss, With Blood Comes Cleansing!!!!!!!!!!lkxjglgldshg;dslgnks, Autumn Woods, & Elysia!!!!!!!!!! = going to be here = I am for sure going. fuckin' sweet!

bitch3s_love_me @ 2007-04-09T01:29:00

2007-04-10T04:30:57Z

HIGH AS A KITE
KITE
KITE
KTIE
KTIE
KITE
I hung out with Jon, Alex, and Jay.

It was straight. Too bad I had to work in the morning and I couldn't stay out with them longer.
WHATEVVVV.
God I hope my mom can't smell me.
<3 lata

MY BIRTHDAY

2007-02-23T03:09:17Z

Oh man. Last night & this morning were amazing. Brandon, Kathleen, Brittany, me, Matt, Mike, Chris L., Amie, Chris T., Nick Sudduth, Brandon's friend Anthony, & a few other people were at Brittany's house for a little "get together". It was sweet as hell. Chris brought beer...I was a happy camper. I drank about 8 beers, had 2 shots of vodka, and smoked inbetween. I was in the best mood EVER! So then we're all just chillin and running around the house saying and doing dumb shit because we're all on something (with the exception of Amie and Brittany) ...oh my god. Funniest shit----watching Brandon and Chris T. robotrip. lmfao! I just about died laughing. Chris kept saying he was going to die and Brandon was on Brittany's water bed so he was completely freaking out b/c apparently it felt "so good". haha. So Lauren came and picked me up b/c she was taking me out for an early bday dinner and I'm in the car with her Micheal and Brittney fucking smashed and Lauren told me this morning I kept laughing and saying "I'M FUCKING DRUNK". lmao. I remember I kept saying "fuck" a lot too. Then Lauren and I have this inside joke from the other night and she said it while we were at the restaurant eating and I could not stop laughing and I was really loud too. Lmfao, hilarious. So then I went back to Brittany's, drank some more, chilled. Penny got piss drunk and decided to lay down and Mike was already passed out in a bed so Penny went in the room w/ Mike. I followed them and so did Nick S. So we're all just hanging out on the bed drunk as fuck (besides nick) and talking. Eventually I passed out & woke up & was pretty sober so I went in another room and Nick came with me. So we just chilled there laying on the bed together talking from like 4-6a.m. A bunch of other stuff happened during the night but I don't feel like typing it all out. It was a great night though and I got to wake up to my friends being by me for my bday so I had a lot of fun.

Then I got home and my mom decided she was going to give me a really nice bday card and make me cry. It was a cute card ok!? lol <3mymom. My dad called me at like 8:30 while he was at work and said happy bday to me so that was cute too. <3mydad even though he's a pain in my ass sometimes. lolzzzz.

I didn't really do anything for the rest of the day b/c I've been lazy. In fact I'm still in my pajamas but I partied it up a lot yesterday which makes up for today.

Oh yes and Jongo made a lovely little bday picture thing for me. lmao<3 thanks baby doll.

AMAZING.AMAZING.AMAZING.

Highh as a kite

2007-02-07T00:26:17Z

I'M HIGH BITCHES.
Damn, everyday for like a week straight. =/
Good thing I'm quitting soon.

<3 me.

High! I'm Katie!

2007-02-03T20:02:33Z

I am fucking high right now. Listening to some hypnotica. Awesome. High. At 1:30 in the afternoon. That's right, I'm already god damn high.

I miss summer. And the way things used to be. Too bad no one can ever go back in time. If I could I would change a lot.

The end. I don't want to sound like a dumbass.

Totally bored & random survey I found in Sarah's livejournal...

2007-01-31T22:03:41Z

Today was alright. Nothing exciting happened. 3rd hour Chris O'Connor and I had a serious conversation. It was pretty nice getting to talk to him like that. God, he's such a funny kid. I'm glad I'm getting to know him this year. His girlfriend is super nice too so it all works out.

Geeze. I've been thinking about sex all day. Brandon was talking about how him and Cotton are having sex this weekend after Tower's dance so that got me thinking about it. Then Jim pulled my hair really hard today before lunch and dear god. I melted. No joke. That just about killed me. I know he didn't mean anything in that way but omg. Oh and then Kazi, Lindsey, and I were all talking about it in 6th hour and I was talking about how I like biting (especially on the neck) and ;laldksghlhglk. I'm about to die. I'm not a slut so I don't go out and bang random people so that's probably why I have all of this built up sexual frustration and it sucks. I would rather wait for a good relationship though than find other random hook ups. They don't do anything for anyone so why bother wasting the time? sa;ldjgs haha it was hilarious though because I was talking about how I liked it when things were...agressive... and right in the middle of Ms.Hallberg talking Kazi goes, "DAMN YOU'RE A FREAKKKK". hahha. Kinky is good and that's all I have to say about that.

Anyway...taking my mind off of that. So how 'bout them pistons? fuck that. i don't even watch basketball. i'm horny. ok so... Cait and I have gotten super close. It's so nice. She is like my twin I swear. We both hate hanging around girls too so we totally understand where eachother is coming from. Did that just make sense? ok well I'm bored so here's this lovely survey for you to read...

name = Kathryn Ann Lafnear
tattoos = none yet. I drew a sweet one that i'm getting done later on in life though.
height = 5'4
shoe size = 7 1/2
hair color = Burgundy (as of right now) natural hair color = lightish brown
length = short.
siblings = 19 year old sister

LAST...
movie you rented = 10 Things I hate About You
movie you bought = The Devil Wears prada
song you listened to = superman - eminem
song that was stuck in your head = your taste is my attention - lydia
cd you listened to = Something Corporate
person you've called = Emily
person that's called you = Dalton

DO...
you wish you could live somewhere else = At times.
you think about suicide = I have.
you believe in online dating = hah. "myspace angles". enough said.
others find you attractive = Idk. I hope so.
you want more piercings = I want my lip piercing back =(
you share your thoughts = uhm..I write so if you read anything I write then yeah, otherwise I don't really like telling other people a lot of my personal shit.
you like surveys = Haha, yeah.

Fill In The Blank::
Your initials spell out: KAL
Pirates are: interesting
Don't be fooled by: sweet talkers
Courtney Love is: a crackhead.
I don't understand: guys

Girls are: people with big mouths.
Boys are: mainly the only people I have close friendships with.

Only the _______ survive: strong (there's a line in race the dream by kill hannah & that line totally just reminded me of that song)

Can I get a booyah?: booyah?

The Statistics!
Last Initial:: L
Gender:: female
Eye Color:: green

CURRENTS...
Current Clothes: jeans, my "farmer" shirt. haha
Current Mood: bleh?
Current Music: Michelle Branch//Vanessa Carleton
Current Hair: The normal big poof.
Current Annoyance: not knowing what is going through people's minds.
Current Smell: Nick's cologne =/
Current thing I ought to be doing: Taking a nap.
Current Desktop Picture: flowers
Current Book: none right now but Angela's Ashes is my favorite book.
Current CD in CD Player: a burned one w/ a bunch of electrona/techno shit.
Current DVD In Player: harry potter? lmao. cait came over. enough said.
Current Color Of Toenails: silver
Current Refreshment: water.
Current Favorite Male Celebrity: ERIC BANA. lsa;dhgdsligysdlg.
Current Favortie Female Celebrity: hmmmm...idk.

LAST PERSON...
You Touched: Nick.
You Talked to: my dad.
You Hugged: Brandon Kazianka (aka Kazi...shit i can't spell his last name)
You Instant messaged: Brandon F.

ARE YOU...
Open-minded: i try to be.
Arrogant: sometimes.
Insecure: sometimes.
Interesting: I can be.
Hungry: not at this particular moment in time.
Friendly: I try.
Smart: what do you consider smart? book smart or street smart? I get good grades and I know how to handle myself. the end.
Moody: yeah, guys piss me off and confuse me. Be straight up with me. Kthanks. I'm not good at reading people.
Childish: no.
Independent: most of the time
Hard working: if I want to be.
Healthy: i try to work out and eat healthy...so sure?
Emotionally Stable: not particularly.
Shy: I have my moments.
Difficult: ...yet again I have my moments.
Attractive: I sure hope so.
Bored Easily: yes.
Messy: hah. I try to stay organized but it never works.
Thirsty: nope.
Responsible: I try.
Obsessed: ?
Angry: more like...frustrated.
Sad: In a way.
Happy: In a way.
Trusting: I trust barely anyone.
Trustworthy: Mhmmmmm.
Talkative: yes.
Legal: I am at the legal age to have sex =) even though I had sex illegally anyway.
Original: i can be.
Ignored: nope.
Reliable: depends on if i care about you or not. stupid sluts.
Content: right now, not really.
Optimistic: I try to be.
Deep thinker: Oh yes. I over-analyze everythingggggg.
Self-disciplined: I suppose.
Sleepy: I went to sleep at 8 p.m. yesterday so definitely not.
Lonely: to an extent.

WHO DO YOU WANT TO...
Kill: I wouldn't mind not seeing a few people ever again in my life, but kill anyone, no thank you.
Slap: Many people. Especially one boy in particular who will not be named even though everyone knows who i'm talking about anyway.
Tickle: uhmm...idk.
Talk To: my grandmas =/

------
things you wear daily
1. jeans
2. t shirt
3. bra
4. jelly bracelets
5 things you do every day
1. hang with friends
2. shower
3. sleep
4. talk on the phone
5. worry
4 things that you couldn't live without
1. family (close friends are included as part of the family. kthanks)
2. boys. i hate them and love them at the same time.
3. forms of communication - phone, computer.
4. music.
What time is it?: 5:01 p.m.
What is the date?: Jan 31
Why are you filling this out?: Because I'm bored.

Injuries and such...

2007-01-24T02:06:49Z

Today was pretty fuckin' sweet. The school day kind of sucked, but then Nikki,Jon,Dalton,Mike, Penny,Adam, and Nikki's friend came over. It was so fun. I made grilled cheese for everyone and apparently I'm a pretty damn good cook so making grilled cheese was pretty sweet and simple up until i burned my finger =/. The sandwhiches tasted good though so it's ok. =)
Well after we ate we just chilled and watched t.v. then we left my house and went to Nikki's and played video games. Well playing video games got boring after a while so we played pool and then penny and I "fought". omg we beat the shit out of eachother. I have a giant bruise on my thumb area on my hand and it hurts like a bitch. a burned pinky and ring finger, then a bruised thumb on the opposite hand. lovely. then we were just basically killing eachother and he punched me like a million times. it was hilarious. when he was leaving I accidentally kicked him in the balls though. I felt soooooo bad but he sat on me for a while so we're even. Jon is now part of the circle of making fun of me. haha. I love my friends. i'm not using correct english in here and i sound like a complete dumbass but i really don't care. anyway, omg. Nikki gave me an apple while i was at her house and i swear i've never tasted an apple as delicious as that. it was nothing short of amaing.
Today went from fucking stupid to amazing and I have my closest friends to thank for that =) ily guys. no one really reads this, but just in case, i really do love you guys. I could be having the worst day of my life and you guys are always there for me to just listen to what i have to say or cheer me up and I love every single one of you literally to death. You know who you are reguardless if I mentioned you in this entry or not.

Anyway... I need a date to the sweetheart dance. I really wanna go this year. la;shght32oigh. I don't necessarily NEED to go,but I really want to. Any takers? lmao. I sound like a desparate loser, but whatev.

Oh, and Jon wanted me to say he enjoys making fun of me for listening to Hellogoodbye. Psh. haha.

Well I'm tired so i'm out my loves.

xo, Katie

Amazing.

2007-01-12T17:08:53Z

Ok so I have come to the conclusion I was one pissed off emo bitch in '05. haha

Uhmm...let's see what's been new...

I've had the flu for 3-4 days. It's gross and I am fucked b/c I had to miss school,which means I missed all the reviews this past week for midterms. Peachy. I think I'll be alright though b/c my grades are fine. Ms. Brett left a message on my cell phone and told me to get better. haha.

Nick R. and I are just friends. I broke it off the day before yesterday. I need someone I can trust and be myself and around and I just didn't feel I could do that while I was with him. Don't get me wrong he's a good guy and all, but the chemistry just wasn't there. I hope things with him and Stephanie work out.

It's been a long long long time since I've quit smoking. Yay me. I'm paying for the years that I did though. I was going to try and join track this year, but with the way I breathe, def. not happening. Yet, I run on the side for myself anyway. so that works.

My life is pretty uneventful. What can I say, I'm a nerd.

I'm pretty pissed at the fact that I can't go to two shows I wanted to go to this weekend. Damn flu. Job for a Cowboy is going to be at the Hayloft on Valentine's Day though so I might end up going to that. Idk.

Yet again I decided to get drunk on a week day. All of you that know the story about me getting drunk by myself a few months ago on a week day (oh lord) ...well let's just say this time wasn't AS bad as that. Thank god. Btw, Penny, if you read this, thank you.

Uh...I'm pretty bored so I'm just rambling.

Christmas this year was pretty tight. It wasn't the same without my grandmas =/ , but nonetheless I got to see all my other family. New Year's was alright too. I just went to Nick's uncle's house with him, Sean O. & Al. It was pretty relaxed and chilled, but it was sweet.

I still can't get my license due to my parentals and the entire getting caught with marijuana scenario. Fucking blows.

I can't stop watching the breakfast club and 10 things i hate about you. well other than being on here all day, watching movies is about the only thing i can do while i'm stuck at home sick.

Well I sound like a dumbass so I'm just going to peace out. hah.

xo later

bitch3s_love_me @ 2005-12-10T16:20:00

2005-12-10T21:26:31Z

Today was the funeral for my other grandma. I wrote an entry previous to this one, but i decided to delete it. This has been one of the worst weeks of my life. Anyways, the funeral was good...well not good but everything went smoothly so that was good. Scott, Andrea, && Erica came so that was way helpful - especially Scott. I'm glad i've gotten to know him. He's like an older brother && he helped me so much before during and after the funeral...even though he threw snowballs at me and we got into a snowball fight when we got back to my house (actually that helped to cheer me up a lot...but it was cold! lol) he's a good guy. But i'm going to miss my grandma so much. She was probably the closest family member to me...well her and my grandpa.

i'm out
xo Katie

r.i.p. Gabriella Gregory <33
12/08/05